lately..aku rse makin jauh la dr dia..aku xtaw nape.ble tyme cuti,..kitorg akn sgt jarang contact.only ble aku cl sahaja bru aku dpt dgr suara dia..n da la tu.tiap kali cl,msty ade je yg gaduh..n again,im the one to be blame.knape aku wat cmnh.knape aku wat prangai,knape aku ske sgt nk carik psl.knape nk tinggi suara..darn..aku xpenah rse down gle ble berhadapan dgn llaki..aku bnci dia layan aku cmtu.dia nk aku ikot ckp dia.nk aku dgr ckp dia.nk aku say sorry in every argument.bkn aku xley wat sume tu.tp..stiap kali gaduh tu jgk,aku xdgr lgsg dia mintak maaf..he put all the blame on my shoulder..sampai aku rse terlalu berat untuk aku pikul sume nh..dia byk layan perempuan.which i hate the most.mmg la aku xksh dia nk berkawan.tp,sume yg dia borak,sume perempuan.bergelak ketawa,bergurau lebih2,cerita mslh gaduh dgn aku,sume kt kwn pompuan dia.aku rse mcm cmburu sgt..
cmburu dgn perempuan2 tu,sbb dorg blh ckp n borak any topic dgn dia.tp aku x.salah ckp sket,aku akn kne mrh.aku igtkn ,dlm hubungan,kte bebas nk ckp psl ape je.no heart feeling.patutnye,pasangan kte patut jd org yg plg rpt dgn kte.bru la jd lbih msra..tp aku x..aku nk ckp,nk gelak,sume kne pk dulu..n that's really not me..dia mmg sgt setia.syg dgn aku.n rmy yg tau hakikat tu.adik dia,kwn2 skola kami dulu.sume taw yg he really got a deep crush on me..dr skola dia knl aku,dia xpnh pndg perempuan lain.aku tau aku patut bersyukur dgn kenyataan tu,sbb bkn sng nk jumpa guy yg cmtu.he's willing to do anything for me.sanggup dtg dr kl ke penang mse cuti keje even shari dua smata2 nk jumpa aku..dulu,dia sgt romantik,baik,slalu beralah..n aku sgt senang dgn perwatakan dia..tp skrg dia x mcm tu dah..
dear,if u read this,pls notice that i miss the *old* u..im sorry....
and now i dont know..my mind says i really cant take it..but my heart shout to stay..cause u have stay for so many years in my heart..
thou everything happen in US,i really love u,...deeply,fall for u..
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